My Thoughts

Ok folks, something is wrong. Something is off. Something is broken and I am not sure how to fix it. Yes, like Austin Powers in the Spy who shagged me, my MOJO is gone.
Not that I was some female version of a Casanova, no, for some reason the last guys I have attracted have been losers. Lately the types of guys I have attracted are guys that either, have no stable job, have 3 kids, live with someone or are married. I am like what the fuck!?! What type of vibes am I sending out? If it is my vibes then how do I change them quick?
I mean my Karma is way off!!! I do not understand this trend, I am a stable chick. I have a good job, no I have a career. I have no kids, I have never been married. I aint one of those chicks that’s all about the drama, life is too short for all of that. I am not some crazy stalker, nor am I clingy. I believe everyone needs their space. So with all these positives why am I being barbed with the negatives?

Well folks my friend I spoke about in my earlier post (Friendship Redux) called me last night. She wished me a happy new year as did I to her. We shared a personal joke and she laughed and seemed very happy to talk to me. Then she reached her destination and told me she would call me back. So we still haven’t had the heart to heart but I feel it’s coming soon.