My Thoughts

So here I am wondering what the hell is going with one of my friends. I’ve been calling her for past 2 weeks or so to no avail, except the occasional response to an email. While I was putting on my worry hat and going through different scenarios in my head as to what could be going on, I realized that I really didn’t know my friend as well as I thought I did.

Let me explain what I mean, some friends you have in your life you know when they need space or you know when they need a shoulder to cry on, or you know that sometimes they just may need your presence, but with this friend I don’t know that. I don’t know if she cuts herself off from the world when she gets sad or depressed. I don’t know when she gets angry or wants to cry if she would like that things or just do it alone. I find that I really don’t know her as well as I thought but that is something I want to change if she will allow it. I consider her to be one of my good best friends and I foresee our friendship lasting, at least I want it to.

I know she’ll say I am getting soft in my old age(she is right) but having gone through a situation with another good friend (see this link), I don’t want that to be us. We’ve often said that if we say or do anything to piss each other off or upset each other that we will let each other know. I know she reads the blog to tell me what’s up girl.

Update:I’ve talk to her since I wrote this post. She is fine just working like a Hebrew slave. So I won’t bug her too much. I’ll let her call me when she gets a moment.