My Thoughts

Recently it has come to my attention that folks I thought knew me well really don’t know me at all. I guess that’s my own fault. Although, I am opinionated at times (some might say most of the time) and bit bossy, I guess I still keep my true inner self guarded. I still keep the walls up. I don’t know why I do this or maybe I do. I guess I consider my self to be strong, independent, self sufficient woman. I figure if I let someone in to the true me then one or maybe all those things I consider myself to be will be compromised. Man do I need some therapy… I read some of the blog entries of some folks on this web and wonder how they could put their inner most thoughts and feelings out there for the world to see? I can’t do it. I am just not an open book. I am more of an “ask.com” type of girl. You ask me and I will answer. They answer I give ill be honest.
So I guess I shouldn’t be surprised that my friends don’t really know me like I thought and want them too.